this is for YOU.
if you're reading this.

you almost made me want to go to a GIRLS school.
not gonna happen huh.

you almost made me cut myself.
tanyasingh confiscated my blades.
not really gonna happen i think.

you made me plunge into a state of dysphoria.
it DID happen.

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i try to disdain the fact
that i still love you
but somehow things just
tend to turn back

and face you like a semblance
an unreal appearance
that seems real somehow
but thats only for now

a day without your sight
is a fear that i might
go thru every single day
but for now come what may

i just want you to know
that i really cant get over you
no matter how hard i try to

i just still love you

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