why.
just why.
just freaking why.
just fucking plain why.




why must we meet and part with LOVED ONES.
i don't get it.
wait.

i get it.
this is what they mean by

ITS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE




firstly.
parting with people. great people i have gone thru with from 6 years.
that was already the beginning of a totally new life.




then.
rebecca had to leave for china.
she is the sweetest girl ever.
she never looked down on people.




and then.
andrea had to go.
she so smart until can go for vjc.
and i only knew her well during our music and movement production.
and i thought she was one rocking babe.





next.
danny is probably leaving.
during the warm up for m&m.
the whole room was quiet and everyone closed their eyes and inhale and exhale.
he mentioned about how he was probably leaving.
it hit me.
i tried to hold back tears.
scared that they would ruin my make-up.
i didnt even get to see him after the show.
he was the greatest drama trainer ever.






then.
wah lim had to go too.
she's just changing class.
she's going to 2e6.
cos she's taking higher chinese.
the only person i was hoping to be taking higher chinese and to change class is regina.
i visited her blog only today.
when i saw the post.
i was shocked.
and when i found out it was true.
i sighed.
thinking.
not again.











why.

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