heyy... i've not posted since 6 days ago.. my laptop the screen sumthing wrong so i didnt blog since.. i dunno what happened to my laptop's screen.. ill just not talk abt it..

today was one of the worse days of my life...
i said to tanya and sherrie that i cant wait for eldds..
but when i was not chosen for the skit.. i felt so.. dissapointed..
i always dont get chosen in school plays.. in secondary school and also primary school... i mean.. is my acting not good... ok... hmmmpphhff...
i think danny[our instructor for eldds]doesnt even see me.. i mean like that time each and every one of us were suppose to sing.. but he actually didnt see me or something.. then everyone sang except for me.. issit bcos im malay.. i dun think so cos there is anotehr malay girl in the acting group too.. and just now.. everybody[except for the councillors and the ones going overseas during the holidays] had already had a turn to play a role except for ME!! i mean am i too short.. i dun think so cos deon is as short as me.. and that time was looking for a character and i was hoping it was me.. but it was tanya.. beside me..
pfffftttt...

and since i have no role .. everybody got a role.. except for me, tanya and deon.. so me and tanya decided to leave early since we do not need to pratice being an audience..

im so frekkin pissed...

i feel like quittng el and joining gym since there is one spot left.. that is rebecca's place..

i miss rebecca..

and when we were on the way home.. me, tanya, melissa and dzafira walked to the gate.. the suddenly these 4n or 5n boys disturbed us.. they weer like..
hey girls..
hi ladies..
why so black face?..

melissa was like.. do u noe them.. i was like no...

and i got my results today..all are stellar mediocre...
but i passed everything.. thank god..

hars... hmmm.... sighs.. sighs... sighs..
i hate EL!!

nisa