PARAMORE NEW VID.
THAT'S WHAT YOU GET.



Love the new vid! They could've chosen a better song tho. Love Hayley's hair of course. Its a more pastel red orange kinds colour yet fiery flamey red orange. I love the parts where she sings in front of the people in some street and the last part where she sticks her tongue out!

xoxo!

Lol. Each time Melissa stays over at my house, she will blog. And each time she blogs, I'll be sleeping. And each of the blog post will say, "Nisa is sleeping behind me on her bed"

Bummer.
Lazy bumbum.
Sleep sleep sleep.
Study lah!

Currently Listening to: Rock Steady by All Saints
Mood: Sick. :(


I am sick today.
:(
So I didnt go to school. Pfffft.
Mel stayed over againnnnn. And at 3 plus, Aslam Paula and Melly went out without me. Wtfffff. Buzz buzz. I was sick lah. So I slept early. Mel tried the Polo sweet thing with the ciggy. Wtf.

Am going to Sydney in June. Not all hyped about it tho. Zzzzzz. BangbangIwannakillmyselfnow. Just so friggin' bummed. BUMMER. Bumbumbum.

Note to you, yes, you.

Idk what's your problem but I'm not your last resort. I dont wanna be the one you look for when you're "alone" (note the inverted commas) Idk what's your reason but I'm sure it'll be a good one since you're so good at pretending. Pretend all you want. Go ahead. Masquerade ball~ Pffft. Because of you, I just dont knw who to trust anymore.

Note to the other you.

I felt chemistry. Bummerrrrrrrrr. Still, your daily amorous plays just doesnt seem to stop. Maybe its just because you're meant to be that way. Each time I keep thinking, its rly not worth it because. You're making me confused. Bummer.

"Just another night, another dream wasted on you"
- Three Cheers For Five Years by Mayday Parade

Listening to: Betrayal by The Black Maria

Pffffffft. I have a lot in my mind but when it's time to type it all out here, everything just goes blank. Rah. I rly just want to zxzxjksijsidjisdjisjdkwjmkakakaksksksksk!!

Thinking of moving to LiveJournal. How?
Because Blogger is a beach.

Well, I'm super happy that Man Utd won 3-0 agains Liverpool. Or as my cousin puts it, Liverfools. Woweee. Chelsea won the other match. Zzz.

Slept late last night cos Melly stayed over! But I wasnt rly tired idk why but I did my homework for a bit and just fell asleep while Melly stayed online and talkd to some dude called Ben who just returnd from Taipei. Lol. Woke up and we left house together.

Gaaaaah. I'm rly jealous of them pleezeeee. I mean I'm always hanging out with them and they keep telling me abt their hols and poly stuff while I whine abt school.

Mmmm. Litty lit was fun today! Miss Ow rly did knock some sense into us. Giving us the encouragement that we CAN and WILL do better and pushing us to try even harder and somehow, it makes me proud to be a litty lit student. (:

Then, everything else was fine 'cept that I wasnt happy with a certain someone. Zzzzz. I just cant stand it that she's just standing there and doing nothing while the others are busy doing their job! Ehmagawd. Even tho I have no say in anything but still, I have the urge to just get up there and help! Please lah, you make me wanna retch. Thankyouverymuch.

If you're trying to make it look like something else, it isnt working lah hello.

Let's seeeee. Went to Tampines with Aslam, Melly and Paula yesterday to get Melly's hippy necklace and my revision books (no one seems to believe me that I wanted to buy revision books)

Lol. I dragged Aslam straight from his Scouts camp. Sorry lah! We ate at Subway and talked for a super long time and we got free Coke Zero! They were giving them out for free. Not bad I guess. Less gassy and sweeter. Yummy.

Went home and watched soccer. We cooked supper which was so damn fun and yummy.

Okayyyyeeeeee, time to study study study. :D I am a good girl. And I wanna eat peanut butter sandwich. Go make.

Oh, anybody going to Nuffnang's Forum this weekend? Hit me if you are aight!

xoxo, Nisa.

Isnt this so darn cute. He looks like a band kid.

Photos of the previous jamming with Picture Perfect Sunset are finally up and since I have so much time, I edited them. This is not all of the pictures. As you knw, I can take up to 500 pictures when I'm out with Clique!

Soooo, we went to a new jamming studio called L Cube since that dumb jamming studio in Potong Pasir didn't allow hardcore music to be played in their studio. PFFFFFFFFFT. We had a REALLY hard time finding the studio pleezeeeee. And plus, it was raining! What a nice dayyyyy! John's mum drove us to Serangoon and tadadadaaah.




John cracks me up like seriously!
While we were waiting for Jasper at Outram Park (fuckn ulu place) there were some people looking extremely suspicious as if they were handling drugs. And then John, he was like,

Cannot! Must do like the Mafia!
*imitates those Mafia people*
Gimme da stuff!

Lol.

And then he started talking like Chewbacca.
Heeee.

And so, we were running around the ulu place like mad.
John and Sam ran around like crazy without umbrella.
While Jasper and me just ran around sheltered using John Chang's black umbrella!

The place was quite cosy!
Wait, very cosy!
Very atas!
I like! Heeeee.


I had no girlfriend to accompany me this time and so, Sam agreed to be a girly girl for one day. But no, it didnt happen. Ching came a little later! Love!
Seee! Nick is greeeeeeen. Cool shit.


Gaaaaah. I've yet to see Joel and Jasper shirtless.
Bong.
Heeeee.
Nick has this problem. He usually has this facial expression every few seconds which Samuel refers to as 'face cramp'. Its cute tho.

It was a rainyyy dayyyyy.
:(
Went to East Cost with Rebecca Rachel and Joey.
Lol. Alvin looks zzz.

Wtf?

I do have pictures. A lot of em actually just that its just not the right time to post them up. A lot has happened in just a short span of 4 days. 4 days.

Honestly, I feel alone. I'm AM standing alone. Cos all this while, things that looked so good just suddenly revealed its true self. Things twist into something else so suddenly. I never even suspected anything. No. Not even one bit. I never guessed this would happen. And I thought things were gonna get better now, after the holidays.

4 days and just 4 major events.

And then I realise, everyone is just pretending.
Just like I'm pretending.
This hit me soooooo baaaad.

It seriously hurts.
The feeling of betrayal.

And doesnt anyone knw that its seriously rude to not tell someone a secret just after saying this phrase 'You knw what!'

I've been crying for 4 days.
4 days and everybody's just having fun pretending.

The world is like a huge masquerade ball.
Everybody's wearing masks.
Hiding their true self.
And when its all over, everyone takes off their masks and reveal their naked faces.
And then you think to yourself, I never thought he/she was like that.

Because 4 days ago, I was happy.
I was sooo happy and grateful for the things I have.
And then everything just fell apart.

I'm so sick of crying.
I'm so sick of betrayers.
I'm so sick of having nothing to be proud of.
I'm so sick, infected with where I live.
I'm so sick of being an in between person.
I'm so sick of trying and trying and trying.

4 days.
Were you having fun?

I have been writing sick poems.
Idk why. Sick & twisted poems. Sounds yummy.
I feel like I'm becoming more and more like Zee everyday. (Beautiful city of The Dead)
And thats a good thing! Except that I dont play the bass and my name is Nisa Suhaimy. But I do have a super cool notebook! Woah, super cool.

Now, only the coolkids say fux.
Fux yooooh fuxing fuxor fux fux fux.

If you're not cool, dont even try it. (:
No no no.

FUX. My room is SO SUPER SPACIOUS NOW. I swear, you can put in TWO DRUM SETS in the open space.
:D

I feel so betrayed.
This just leaves me speechless.
What can I say.
Just when you thought the ones you love are there,
to support you, and then they just betray you just like that.
I guess this is life.
I have nothing to say. Wait, its not like I even have a say in it. DUH.
I take back what I said yesterday.

I feel so betrayed.
So fuckn betrayed.
Thanks a lot.

And you.
You've changed.
I would never thought that I would say this but I despise you.
I am so sorry but who are you now?
What you have become just makes me so disgusted.
Only we knw this.
I hope you enjoy the limelight with your new friends. (:
While we just sit back and watch you fall apart.

Found this in my archives!

Three things that scare me:
1. Reptiles
2. Blood
3. Ghosts? Oooo.

Three people who make me laugh:
1. CliqueClique (The same old people!)
2. Jim Carrey
3. Whoever that makes me go lolrotflzomfghahaha.

Three Things I love:
1. CLIQUECLIQUE! (♥)
2. Hawt guys hawtstuff EVERYTHING HAWT LAH.
3. Tau Huay and maybe yoghurt. YUMyum.

Three Things I hate:
1. BENGS/MATS & TWITS/LIANS/MINAHS
2. Horny Strangers
3. Lizards. I FUCKN HATE THEM TO DA CORE MANZXZX.

Three things I don't understand:
1. MATHS & I never will understand Maths.
2. XML Scripts.
3. Bangbang. Dunno lah.

Three things on my desk:
1. CDs
2. Vaseline (No no. Not what youre thinking)
3. More Vaseline (Hand & Nail Lotion wtf) (Note: Must bring moisturiser to school. My hands get dry very easily nowadays. So weird)

Three things I'm doing right now:
1. Chewing my tongue
2. Kissing my sass.
3. Watch tv watch tv (NISA! You're supposed to be finishing up your book review. Tsk!)

Three things I want to do before I die:
1. Travel around the world
2. Marry some hot rich dude and have kids and possibly have my own line of waterproof undergarments. Wheeee.
3. Uh. Idk.

Three things I can do:
1. Read Arabic! :O! Chey.
2. Roll my tongue?
3. I CAN PLAY THE GUITAR NOW. ZOMFGOMGWTFBBQ!!!!

Three ways to describe my personality:
1. yummy
2. pretty
3. prettyummy

Three things I can't do:
1. I cant jump very high. Irritates me.
2. Snap my fingers loudly. Gaaaaah!
3. Stop procrastinating.

Okay, time to do book reviewwwwwwwwww~

♥xoxo,
Nisa!

Go go.
Now you knw how to be hardcore.
So go get your clothes two sizes too small now now now.
Go kill animals for their fur because you're hardcore.
Guns hearts blood knives, oh so typical.
Go steal the school janitor's keys to make you look hardcore now now now.
Go take your sister's bandana now now now.

(♥)core!

Soooooo.
Today was okay I guess. Got back our litty lit papers and English papers back! Oh. and Malay too

Lit - 14/25 - Ummmmmmm. Not satisfying enough. Prev test was 15/25. Gaaaaaaah!

English - 31.5/40 - Highest in Okri was 38. YOU KNW. THE OTHER CLASS (MISS ILAN'S CLASS). THEIR PAPERS WERE MARKED OH SO LENIENTLY!! LIKE WTF LAH. and soooo. They got higher marks than us. Booooooo.

Malay - 15/20 - GAHHHHHH. Syafiq beat me by ONE mark. Zzzz. And he's rubbing it in. SUCKER.

Desmond got highest in his class for English! Great success.

Sam was going around trying to convince people to invest in the 'Invest-and-You-Will-Be-Blessed' Scheme for his DIY gig. People like me, listened attentively while others just walked away from him. Awww. :( Its okay! I see quite a few people on the list! Okay, basically you just put in a certain amount and you'll get back a 120% return! Easy money! Um yumyum.

I tried to interest John Chang in this invest scheme and he went ' Fuck you lah1'.
Fucker.

Omfg! I missed 3E6 so muchmuchmuch. I miss gossiping with Clique!

And omfg, have you seen her Display Pic? Zomfg hideous. Grotesque. Yuckyuck.

Oh yes, Im getting a new guitar and Im looking for a supercool jet black acoustic yumyum.
Any recommendations?

Okay, I gotta pee now.
♥xoxo
Nisa!

AYE HAVE MASTERED TWO SONGS ON DAH GUITAR!

:O!

zomfg~
I managed to play My Heart by Paramore
And Cry by The Veronicas which I can sing along to.

Yaye.
I lurbbe myself.

Gotta get a jet black omfg super cool black guitar for myself now.

Oh.
I baked a cake for Chingmay yesterday and me and Sam went to her house to surprise her!
:O!

She was very unglam when we arrived. DUH. Surprise what.
So she changed and let us in after that. And surprise woooooo.
Uh.

We had fun deciding on wishes. We told her she had fifteen wishes since she turned fifteen and her bday falls on 15th of March!
She wished for smth for everyone of us in da clique!

Me.
Sam.
John.
Jasper.

Which includes, me to be fatter. :( NO WAY IS THIS GONNA HAPPEN YO.
Herself to be slimmer! :D! Its alrdy happening yo.
And Picture Perfect Sunset to be a success yo!

:D!

Pfffft.
Now John changi airport is telling me he can scream like Dennis in Alesana.
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.

<3xoxo
Nisa!

Pictures for Istana Woodneuk outing.
Let the pictures to the talking.
Am going to bed now.
Boo.

This was supposed to be a super duper long post with 500 pictures that will super suck your bandwidth. But because of fuckn Blogger, here yo go.









Nerds are the new hot.

I feel lower than low.
Why should I?
Why should I be the one taking initiative?
Im fuckn sick of it.

:(

I want to migrate.
Find a rich dude.
Marry him and have his kids.
Live happily ever after.
No?

You didnt even!
Alamak.
Pffffffffffffffft.

Even if I piss and moan here who gives a fuck.
We shall all nibble on leftover cookies and hug our suede blankets.
Happy pappy.

I am backkkkkkkk.
Lol. And everyone who was waiting for meeeee is alrdy offline.
I am so sorry.
To Sam Ching John who were all waiting for me to come back and I just came back at 1.30am.
Zzzzzzz.

Had prata at RK House again.
And erm went to Tavistock Park and played some ol' Croc game!
With Aslam Hilmi Abang Melly.

Xoxo.
Photos when I come back.

P.S - Istana Woodneuk was da sex.

If you thought your band sucked, I think this will make you feel a lot better.



Abang Sam woke me up just to tell me abt this vid.
Yeah, it was worth it.
Happy morning~

Am going for prata later!!

♥xoxo
Nisa!

Melly can pull it off.
Wearing coloured contacts cos she's mixed blood!
Unlike some minahs who wear blue contacts and look totally ridiculous. Pfffft.

Cookies we baked. very yummy. Very chewy.

Fuck ah.
I SUPER HEARTCORE LOVE PARAMORE TO THE COREEEEE.
And maybe if my heart stops beating, it wont hurt this much.

!!!!!!!!

Never test my weakness.
Im alrdy weak. :( I dont rly have the mood to blog but I feel fuckn sick now :(

Random stuff:
1. I love singing 'A Little Piece of Heaven' with Desmond!
2. ZhiSheng is Gibson!
3. Im nt talking to Allen Kwok. Beach.
4. I have a lover <3!
5. My back hurts. :(
I rly have nothing to say so byebye.

Edited bit:
I told you Im always pretending.

" False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending don't deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand"

When the time comes, I always knw why.
Because.

So, JOHN CHANG XIANG JUN CLEARED HIS DEBTS!
Lets just hope he gets back to his smartypants self right after I calld him dumb a FEW times.

Now I knw why.
Not rly knw but I always alrdy did knew. Maybe some things were just meant to be the way they are and you can do nothing but just swear and curse like some mothfckr. And chant 'Jealousy is a sin' like 30294823904823948 times.

Mellythe hippy.
Aslam.
And Paula.
is at my house now baking cookies! Chewy cookies. Fun stuff. Photos later.
Zomfg. Im like so fucknjealous can. My bro and them are talking abt Poly and their free time after the 'O's :(

I still wanna dream :(

EVERYBODY.
GO TO OH-XOXO.BLOGSPOT.COM
NOW NOW NOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111

Edited bit:

Notice that all the people below
Their dps were taken by me me me.
Smartass meeeee.
Blogger can go Kiss my Sass.


Firstly, Chingmay called me a minah.
Then she calld me dumb.

:(

Why oh why~

Am teaching John history!
Sam is cooking.
Jasper is confessing his love for Ryan.

I love my bfs~

Ex oh ex oh (♥) 28 March. Exchanging body heat in a passenger's seat. says:
aiyo.

Ex oh ex oh (♥) 28 March. Exchanging body heat in a passenger's seat. says:
first you call me minah.

Ex oh ex oh (♥) 28 March. Exchanging body heat in a passenger's seat. says:
now you call me dumb

Ex oh ex oh (♥) 28 March. Exchanging body heat in a passenger's seat. says:
SIGH.

The way maps don't really take you to places you want to go says:
but oh well. you know i still love you best

Ex oh ex oh (♥) 28 March. Exchanging body heat in a passenger's seat. says:
HEE!


♥xoxo
Nisa!

Oh xoxo!
Watch out for this space~

_________________________________________________

I seriously need someone to slap me out of this.
I reflected on what Abang Sam told me.
Well, it did help.
But you knw, there's just times when you just cant help yourself.
And then there's contradiction.
Bumbum~

I need someone to slap me out of this.
I need someone to tell me to stop dreaming and hanging on false hopes.
Fuck dreams, face reality.
Awesome.
But at the same time, I wanna dream again.
Whatever it is, I just want to dream of it.

Well, today was a clumsy day for meeeeee.
Why?
Cos I kept tripping over things like some random nuhnut.

1. At the bus stop this morning near the steps
2. Going down the bus
3. On the way to class
4. In English Class, when everyone was greeting Mrs Tobias while she rattled on about dead fishies to Brandon and Jasper ( I think). I was standing up and I changed my standing position and my foot kinda tangled up with the chair and I accidentally sat on the chair? Fuckn ridiculous. Joey saw and she was like, how you stand one arh!?
5. Walking home.

I am clumsy~
Wheeee~

Saw Faris and went home together!

Blogger is being a fuck and wont post my pictures.
Oh dont we all love Blogger so much.
Retch please.

Photos for 1st March! Photos are all taken by Meeeeeeee and I simply love the BW effect cos it makes your pictures look seemingly flawless!

You knw what. One day, I'll just move to LJ or smth since Blogger is being sucha fuck <3.

I love blur effects~
Where's the Hippy getup?
May <3! style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_wXCaHg19unE/R8vx8RbsrkI/AAAAAAAADK0/-M-Ydu5fAOo/s320/P1100902.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5173494614739168834" border="0">Crazy bitch go hammer herself.

My best friend offers leg sex.
Only for meeeeeeee. <3! onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_wXCaHg19unE/R8vwzhbsreI/AAAAAAAADKE/jfbMUiQED-A/s1600-h/P1100907.JPG">My best friend is a hippy.
Hippys spread the love.


My best friend is smokin' hawt.
His glasses fog up each time he plays!
My best friend/Abang is hawt when he is shirtless.
No, no orgasms.

Buddha! HEEEEEEE.
They play better in the dark!
Boo! I dont see no red contacts.
Still a hippy?
Hey Bloody Mary~
Fuck. I love the light effect!













Why are there so many pictures of him?
I heart the light effect!
So natural pleaseeeeee!
Hoho. I feel so photoggy.
JOHN CHANG XIANG JUN YOU OWE ME MONEY.




You still owe me money.
Eh so cool1






Come on Blogger, stop being sucha bummer and upload my photos, pretty please?

Nah, videos!


Sam on vocals.


Jasper on guitar.


John on drums!

_________________________

I seriously feel grateful to my best friends.

Firstly, I'd like to thank Picture Perfect Sunset (Formerly Third Strike or whatever).
Why, because, if not for you guys, I wouldnt be super close Chingmay. Like seriously, I got closer to her because of your gigs.

To the people in this post, Ching Sam John Jasper.

You guys are the best.

I can't imagine life w/o you guys ( LIKE SERIOUSLY ZOMFG)

Life sucks, we all knw that but you guys just make my day. Even a simple text, IM or phone call from you guys can cheer me up and put a wide smile on my face.

Gosh, makes me sleep with a smile on my face, literally! knwing that there are people who love me and look out for me. I got your backs aight!

♥xoxo
Nisa!

I want to dream again.
I want to dream and knw what it feels like.
Because I dreamt and now I forgot what it felt like.
No, its nothing dirty for sure, Hello.

Gerard feels my pain.
"Im not okay. Im not okay. Im not okay. You wear me out"
Hell yeah.

Im not okay.
Its so fucking windy.

Dreams are so fake. Dreams are so effing short. They just give you this temporary feeling of happiness and then, reality just gets in the way. And they just give you this false hope that something awesome is gonna happen but it just doesnt happen. And you just keep on hanging and wishing that dreams will come true. But it just doesnt. IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE.
Face reality and fuck dreams.

Because I dont think I'll ever get to you.
And its simply because I fall too easily and I need someone to pick me up.

Since Ching says that Imma hooker, might as well listen to a hooking song. (hooking?!)
"Hook me up. I wanna feel the rain in my hair~!" - Hook Me Up - The Veronicas

Speechless - The Veronicas

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby

Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you

__________________

This brings me back.
What if nothing happens on 28 March.

Can someone make smth happen on 28 March~
HINTHINT.

I am at John's house now and his playing his Wii.
I can see his hairy legs.
We going OCH.
Zomfg.

Btw, the pictures we took at red house.
We see things in the pictures.
Woweeee.

Im dressed so fucking weird canzxx.